Yeah I can understand a bit that, I suffered Anxiety and Depression years ago, its something not bad but its a bit generalized on my day to day.
I also, When I am high or "fly" Im optimistic and I want to learn and do all things togheder, learn blender, learn how a texture is done or works, the I ended doing nothing just because I try t o grab more that my hand could so I go back to my boring and repeatetive days, work eat and sleep work eat and sleep
dont worry about time, Rome wasnt builded in one day so things need their time and your great work also need it, but Im not leaving you left this room unfinished
oh and the balcony looks great, IDK if it should have a bit more space between the doors and where the balcony ends but I thing it should have something like a "Plate" or "Wall" dividing one from another, somehting high enough so one couldn't peek the other apartment so easy, Hope I am not beign too confusing, my english is pretty broken these days!